#and my parents arent evn together anymore so idk y he evn hides it like what the actual fuck
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startledbirb · 8 years ago
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#...........................................................................................................................................#u know what i rlly fuckin hate?#having TEDtalks now remind me of how much of a chronic liar my dad is#and how he lied abt doing a TEDtalk then lied again by saying that he had rlly said that#he was going to a workshop to train to give TEDtalks in boston when in actuality he was going to michigan to see someone#and my parents arent evn together anymore so idk y he evn hides it like what the actual fuck#oh yeah and he also goes out drinking evry night#this is one of the many reasons i never expected parent things from him only peer things#but my mom keeps trying to use it as leverage and i have to go home to have a#'family meeting' abt his ass which will likely involve her trying to say my taking hrt is the same as his#alcoholism again and also she said she wants 'no more lies' so hey she's probs gonna ask invasive questions again and#also claim that my not telling her i was on hrt for a while was lying to her again (she says it's a lie#of omission evn tho hey she doesnt have a right to know everything i do)#this is y i dont tell her abt the legal name change or how im getting top surg in almost a week from now#and in the meantime my little bro is apparently having a breakdown bc he's under both school stress and#the bs that is going on w/my parents#oh yeah but that phonecall w/her was last friday and it last almost 2hrs and#im almost positive she intentionally kept talking right up until the minute i said the center my club was in was#closing bc i told her it would close in 15min when it was 15min b4 and lo and behold she#didnt say bye until 30sec b4 closing#and i found out i missed a call from the anaesthethiologist(or however the fuck that's spelled) while#i was talking to her and that's kind of important for top surg#also i couldnt be there to help my partner thru a down#and i have finals this week#had the first one today which went well i think#but she wants me to be there all day sunday#and the only fuckin reason im going is bc if i dont i know she'll just compare me to my dad's#skipping out on promises and i fuckin hate all of this bullshit#i didnt evn take the time to process it until now bc i had to focus on studying for my japanese language final which#was the one today
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